Saturday, March 27, 2010
Taiwan, Mt Hsueh (15/03 - 26/03)
Ming Fei is back. With a grateful heart & peaceful mind.
How is everi1 doing?
Journey of 15 friends.. & my heart's journey.. it had been a meaningful 1.. lessons learnt, happiness felt, confidence gained, friendship shared and given, as well as 1 that let me ponder about my future carefully in a peaceful place.
Day 1
Reached airport a bit later then the meeting time. Was "suan" by pk about my equipments and my pants were too long etc. that it will tear when i start mt climbing etc etc.. Kept quiet cos i know whatever i say will be pointless. It's always lidat. He will always be the 1 with the right reasons.
Yc folded up my pants and used the velco to velco it up. "Lidat can le lo.. U dun bully her ok.." It's a very simple statement made. Yet, I felt protected. 1st time i felt some1 standing up for me. I didn't feel so little after that onwards.
Y can others stand up for me when I can't even stand up for myself? I must start believing in myself, in the things i do. Consequences i shall bear, but at the same time i will learn from these. No1 will always be right. If you are human, u made mistakes, which are lessons in life.
Reach taipei around 7 plus. Took Guo Guang Hao (45mins) to our hostel for the night. Taipei's weather had changed drastically as compared to the last time i came here with weini. It's the end of winter, entering spring now. Fluctuating between 12 to 14 degree celsius. Stayed in Happy Family for the night. Went out for dinner at taipei underground metro then shop for the 7 days of food that we need to carry up with us up the mountain. The shopping was done in the middle of the night. 10.30pm to 1.30am.. just like the last time we came, the streets were still alive in this late hours. We were divided into groups of 5 and this is our cook group for the trip.
My group members: Fufu, Edmund, Min, Wei xuan and me. =)
This is the 1st time we are working together as a team. We spent quite a while deciding wad to cook as there were 14 meals to consider excluding all the lunches which we unanimously decided that they will all be "happy food" (snacks). From this food planning trip, we came to know what are the eating habits of each other. What are some of the dislikes and likes of one another. Our "dishes" were actually quite simple as we didn't want to wait for so long in the cold just for the food to be cook as well as reduced trash management. (' ^) After 1 hr plus of "shopping", we finally found a halal chop! Our 1st halal chopped food =) It's on a instant mee goreng package! And all of us were so happy! (Esp edmund, cos he say he can eat 3 to 4 packets of these!)
Even though we are not malays, we are still happy that we can find the food tht they are able to eat. I felt this very heart-warming. =)
By the time we reach back happy family, wash up and ready to sleep, it was already 3 plus am. Slept for 2 hrs and we are up again! Tired... zzZ..
Day 2
Woke up at 5.15 am. Ready to set off to see the flag raising ceremony at 中正纪念堂 .. Took a slow walk there as it was too early and the train station have not start it's operation yet. Breeze was freezing cold ~~ We waited in the cold wind cuddled toogether as the flag raising was delayed till 6.30am. Nt the usual 6am that wise man predicted. Maybe the weather was too cold? Anyway, their flag raising was really nice and smart to see. Very neat. We even get to see the patterns they used to play with their rifles. =)
Next up went to eat breakfast at a nearby breakfast store. And we are back again to the memorial hall to have our sharing session before the exhibition hall open at 9am. Maybe i was too tired.. fell aslp while weixuan and yan zhuan were giving their sharing session~~ by the time i wake up, every1 was gone and i was left sit-slping alone there..
I wasn't afraid. For 1, i've been there and i know how to get back to the hostel myself. No.2 and the more important reason, I know even if everi1 left me there, yc will nvr leave me alone. Somehow, I know she will come back for me. So I just stood there, admiring the scenery around, looking at people taking photos etc. It wasn't for long that yc and the rest appeared again =)
Yc, me, min and a few others posted a postcard back to S'pore! =) My 1st postcard posted from Taiwan back =)
The rest of the day was just equipment shopping and taking 5hr bus ride from Jing An to Xiao Ren Guo..
Camp over at OBT that nite. Our group had our 1st dinner together - steamboat =)
Warmz warmz ~~
Day 3
Early morning again. 6am. Breakfast and packing up. Leaving things that we don't need at OBT. Everi1 had an average load of 20kg. *sweats* Of course, it's 7 days meals.. lolx. Took a 1.5hr bus ride to Shei-Pa National Park. Had their "tea leaf egg" and lavender milk tea =) Warmz warmz.. (^^)
Started our trek in the late afternoon. 1.5 hr trek up to 七卡山庄. It was a relaxing trek up. Shouldn't be sweating but i did becos.. I wore thermal layer up -_-" Stupid me. But well, it's a lesson learnt. I shouldn't be that dumb nxt time.
Had a surprise when we reach the top. =) A nice surprise =) The 1st person i saw was Mr Ivan.. then my mind was processing, "Y is he here?" Then i saw hilda.. =) Then slowly 1 by 1 come out.. lolx.. saw secret pal there too =)
After which we went on to unload our things and cook our dinner. Were told not to interrupt them so didn't go near them. Cooking dinner in the cold.. I was the chef for the day.. "Sushi rice" without vinegar.. learnt my lesson fr stong's experience.. "rice vinegar contains alcohol and is not halal.." This is the 1st time our rice didn't get charred! =) Happy.. =) Had miso soup to go with the seaweed, fish floss rice. It's a simple dish yet it put on smiles and laughters to our faces =)
I felt happy. Though it is simple. I like this little little happiness. It's actually achievable even if we are not in the mountains.. just that we fail to see it when it's all around us. Only in conditions out of our comfort zone that we are able to appreciate them.
"小小幸福其实就在眼前，只是因为太悲观而看不见。”
That nite, i couldn't sleep. Deep in thoughts..
Day 4
Woke up at 4am. Since we slept so early the previous nite, there wasn't much to complain. Lolz.. =p Were suppose to set off at 7am but dragged till 7.45am. Probably due to the exchanging of shoes, sleeping bags etc. (Changed our 700g slp bags to a gigantic 800g 1.. )
Hilda passed a harmonica to yc which i tried to blow some tune out of it. My 1st time really trying a harmonica and to my surprise, i manage to blow a nursery rhyme out of it =) My interest in harmonica grew.. (^^)
After warm ups & bidding OBT ppl farewell, we went ahead our long journey for the day.. from cika hut to 369 hut will take abt 5hrs 15mins (estimated) Our team took 6hrs 15mins.. (ard there).. =) Today, we are gonna walk in our own cook group and discussed our pace the nite b4. Fufu thought of taking a 5 min break every 30/45mins all the way to 369 hut. The pacing was quite nice and we reached the east peak within the estimated time (4hrs 30min). =) Were singing and cheering along the way (^^) Lightens the hearts =) Met some taiwanese climbers along the way. They are super nice ppl, guiding weixuan how to place her footing at the crying slope (becos he was in front of her) and help nadiah retrieve her camera pouch which she left at the east peak..
Fact: Do you know that at the top of the crying slope there's a "SMILE" written at the sign board pointing 1km to east peak? =) Felt tht it's quite cute =) Crying slope itself was named becos just by seeing the steep steep slope before you that you have to climb, the ppl felt like crying hence it's named the Crying slope.. *but of cos we didn't cry* =p
East peak of Mt syue was our last meet up point, after which was our cook group's otot.. by that time all of us were lazy to fasten our pace le as it was only 12 plus in the afternoon and the way to 369 looks pretty short and ez.. lol.. well, looks can be deceiving.. once we entered the forestry area again we lose sight of the hut and in front of us were zigzagging routes... *sweats* tea break was our motivation to move on =) Saw a hi-chew wrapper along our way and named our group the "Hi-chew" team =p Lolz.. Nt very nice to call ourselves team 3, very demoralizing =p
Finally reached ard 3 plus pm =)
Open our "scholar biscuit", "cheers" with it and cook milk tea =) Satisfying tea break =)
It's been so long since we can enjoy life in a slow-mo, eating & chatting with friends under the sun =)
Ming Fei is a fortunate gal. =)
Learn to appreciate life's little things more and more as days go by.
“知足” is sth we tend to overlook when "幸福" is all around us.
我应该学习 “知足”，才会快乐。
The day ended early. And i mean REALLY early =) (i.e 6pm) But i came out to see starz. Yc accompanied me. The whole sky was full of stars.. it's really amazing. (66) The last time i saw this was at berkelah 08' And secret pal said he saw 3 shooting starz in a nite.. lucky or wad..
I'm not greedy, I just wanted to see a shooting star only..
I only have a wish.
But, in the end, i still didn't see.
The nite sky was rewarding enough alr.
We saw the taiwanese ppl again and they share with us how to see "北斗七星”，“北极星” & "南十字星”.
Like to interact with the ppl there cos they are very friendly ppl. Get to know more about their ways of living etc..
Get to know from them that Yushan, although it's the highest mountain there but it's not the most difficult to climb 1. In fact Mt. Syue is harder to climb.
I want to climb Yushan too.. someday in the future. =)
Day 5
Woke up freezing cold. Yessa! Today is the day we will summit Mt. Syue! =)
Yesterday we met a Russian we saw at Cika Hut the other day. He had came all the way to 369 then went to summit Mt Syue and came back again! And the most amazing thing is - he went alone becos his friend was sick and couldn't come and he climbed with a normal walking shoe without crampons! Nt even a hiking shoe. It sounds quite ridiculous but still i admire his courage. But of cos, admire is admire, it's still dangerous to climb alone. If sth happen to you *touchwood* no1 will know.. *shivers*
Main point is - he told us the snow is very thick up there.. up to his knee level.. we may not be able to summit..
Abit of disappointment flow into my heart.. but remebered wiseman told us at mt kinabalu before, "The mountain will always be there, friends, once lost, may not come back again."
This time round, all of us did trained for this expedition.. even if some of us couldn't mk it to the top, no1 could be blamed. At least we've tried. That's the 2nd most important thing. The most important thing is - all of us go back in a walking, living piece =)
The climb started ez. Till we hit snow. Ice to be exact. Crampons and ice axe came into action. It was difficult to travel on crampons initially. Haven get on the hang of walking sideways. Min was in front of me, chopping his way through quietly and steadily as well as paving paths for us at the back as some of the foot holds have been destroyed by ppl walking in front who have accidentally slipped. Somehow, i feel that he's tired too. Just that he didn't say. Guess it was not to scare us who are scared already.
A motivator/leader needs motivation too.
Initially wasn't so scared. But as it gets steeper, the scary feeling begin to tk over me. Had to kp telling myself in the heart "Mf, you're not scared. You are NOT scared." It worked. And partially because i trusted min. Till I saw Jo slided off the path way in front of me.
Luckily she was saved, by the rocks and wiseman.
As for me, i told min i was scared. Because I couldn't hold it within me anymore. Didn't feel like turning back at all. Just needed some assurance for me to continue.
Min's ale was powerful. =)
I trekked on =)
Thank you min =)
It's ok to voice out ur fears. Doesn't mean that you are the senior you cannt have fears as different ppl have diiferent fears to overcome. Same goes for strengths. 1 may not fear the forest while he may fear the waters. 1 may not fear the waters but he may fear the ice. It's a relieve to let your fears out than to bottle it up and let it grow and over tk ur feelings hindering you from continuing your path.
We reached the main peak of Mt Syue eventually! =) Standing 3886m above sea level, looking down at the path we've walked. The feeling is simply great!
We only took 5 mins there for photo-taking as we reached there at the targeted time (exactly 1.30pm) There wasn't extra time for us to idle around as we have to get back before sun set.
Fufu said sth that sounds funny, "When we've reached the top, we wonder why we ever get to the top becos we have to go down the same route again."
*Looking at the steep edges*
Lolz..
But.. of cos we have to go down.. slide, slide, fall, walk, slide again..
And becos i dunno hw to dig my heels in, during 1 of the slides i almost went over the rocks.. *sweats*
Luckily wiseman manage to grab me (by my bag/jacket i think)..
My phobia of walking on ice (literally) was still quite strong at the end of the day..
Day 6
Today, we are taking a risk together. With wiseman. Because he had not tried the trek before as well. He's as new as us, though he is more sensitive to whether we should continue our trek anot.
We were heading towards the north peak of Mt Syue today. Reached a small water source along the way. Heard the welcoming gushing sound of water.
Felt so good =)
Continue our way up, changing into crampons again mid-way.
This time pk was in front of me.
Familiar pace. Familiar trust felt. Just like i trusted min yesterday as well.
It's just like returning to Mt. Stong 08' when we trekked down in the dark.
I never said that "Thank you" to you that I ought to.
For paving the path and teaching me how to step with crampons that day. And for tht "Ale".
Though you kp suaning me sometimes along the 7 seven days. -_-"
Still, thanx, race partner. Lolz..
Got down safely to paths tht crampons are not needed.
That's not the end though. It's only the beginning..
We went way pass the safer path to black forest and had to embarked on a more dangerous path. Still it wasn't as scary as the ice.
We lost a jelly can and a walking stick (earlier on) along the way. But it's better than losing qy and pk. *touchwood*
Tonite, we slept in 5s in a 4-men tent.
Qy, me, yc, khai, wx.
Cozy cozy..zzZ (^^)
Day 7
Woke up to the coldness again at 6am. Had the nicest porridge ever eaten. =)
Happy to see the satisfied faces =)
Today is play day. A full day of ice-playing, snow-man building, sliding, snowballing =)
Today, i wasn't so scared of the ice le. Made friends with it =) Becos it was friendly to me. It broke my fall for me. =)
Thank you snow/ice =)
Had our quiet time and trek down to the end of crying slope.
Along the way saw a fallen tree that blocked my pathway. And i was thinking, i didn't see this fallen tree on the way up. And suddenly i rmb what wiseman said during jerangkang. "We must always do RAMS no matter how many times we've came here b4. Becos environment is ever-changing. Today u come here, it's safe. This doesn't mean that the next time u come here there won't be any changes (eg. due to landslides)." Comin back to reality, it was only 2 or 3 days b4 we trekked here. Luckily, we weren't trekking when the tree fell. *phew*
Fact: Notice a plant called Yushan Jian Zhu (Yushan Bamboo Prarie) just at the entrance path towards 369 hut. This is a very strong-willed plant. Their roots can even survive forest fires. The roots produce a toxin tht inhibits the growth of other plants so normally only their "clan" will dominate the area and no other plants could grow.
We tend to look more when we are trekking alone, not just following the ppl in front. Throughout this trip, we are normally just followers, kping pace with the person in front of us who is ultimately wiseman. But we stop and see more things when we are alone.
I wasn't happy at the end of the day. Was quite disappointed of myself as well. Wiseman was disappointed with us as well. Don't wish to narrate what happened that day.
"No matter what, we should not leave our friends behind."
"Doesn't mean that those who didn't voice out their opinion are not in the wrong."
"There's no room for discussion whether you should turn back anot because they are your friends, no matter you are close anot."
"It's not right to assume that other ppl will tk care of your friends for you because they are your friends in the 1st place. You should be the 1 taking care of them."
"We can turn back 1/2 way to north peak of Mt Syue but we cannot turn back just because it's not in our way."
These sentences kp repeating themselves in my mind till today.
"Mistakes are lessons in life. And just like lectures and tutorials, they will be repeated till they are learnt." ~ A very sweet Tortoise
Day 8
Next morning. A fresh new beginning.
Laughters filled the cooking area again.
Our last cooked breakfast - Edmund's fav - maggie goreng =)
"Hi chew" made a unanimous decision - We shall leave abit later because we want to cook our maggie mee =p lol.. We even took a group photo in front of cika hut before we left. =p
Gg down from cika was the easiest route ever during this trip. =) We were literally "running" down.. =p
Singing, joking with edmund's different languages jokes.. lolz..
Reached the start of the trek very soon.
Walked further down to a "hostel" which we finally get to bath after 7 days.
Stayed in a pent small "tent" that nite =)
Time check- 1.30pm. A few of us following wiseman down to Wuling Farm..
Nice =)
Beautiful =)
Saw many many pretty flowers along the way. As well as salmon in their river. =)
Though the walk is long but i like it very much. Like the peacefulness there. Like the nature there. Like the monkey there as well. Lolz =)
Went into a tea house and had "tea break" there. Then slowly walk back.
Along the way back heard a very nice song from yc's hp..我的错 - by B.A.DThere were a lot of dogs at Wuling farm.. very very tame dogs.. =) Like the company of them.. so sweet.. they come smelling your feet, snuggle close to your legs.. Gt a bit disturbed when some of us do actions to scare away the dogs.. understand that some of the ppl are scared of the dogs but they are just lying quietly there and not disturbing us so dun tink we have the rite to disturb them as well.. in fact, we are the ones who are the intruders, not them.. Day 9 to 12The next 2.5 days were sight-seeing days. Went to Jin Gua Shi - A place tht used to be their gold mining place. Wore helmets just like construction workers and went in for a tour, looking at what the workers lifestyle were like in the past. Touch a 220kg gold. Lol.. There's this "rule" tht says if you can pick up the gold with a single hand then you are allow to brg the gold home (66) Of cos, no1 was able to do tht so.. =pSaw a bk call "Shan de Li Wu" (aka a present from the mountain) So freaking love the bk.. within are a lot of drawings of mother nature accompanied by life's quotes and messages.. But was deciding whether i have enough money to spend on bks cos still gt 2 days of ""shopping days". I will be back to buy it if i go back there the next time.. =) "Shan de Li Wu" wait for me =) Next stop was dinner at Jiu Fen night market. Nt much things left when we reach there as it was alr quite late. But.. i gt my "Tao Di" (A musical instrument) there =) Intro by wiseman.. It's a very beautiful instrument that produces beautiful music when blown correctly.. I'm still trying to master the art of playing it.. =) Went for tea appreciation next =) Intro to the art of making tea and 2 different kinds of tea leaves - Gao Shan Cha (light taste, grown at higher altitudes) and their Oolong tea (grown at lower altitudes, stronger taste) One thing that special about this shop is tht they use sticks made from branches of sakura trees instead of bamboo due to the shop owner's preference. The next day we woke up pretty early again and headed to Yang Ming Shan. 1st stop was Yang Ming Shu Wu which is the mansion of Chiang Kai Shek. We gt to know more about his life and way of living here. The part tht interest me most is his later part of life when he's not tht involve politically. His face became more benevolent and look more peaceful and calm as compared to the photos he took in his military wear. "Xiang You Xin Sheng" (Looks derived from within the heart) =)
Seeing wiseman trying his best to translate what the guide is saying, I feel that he's really really a very very good teacher as he really is trying his best not to let the malays feel left out or have a lot of question marks in their heads. Not only for this trip but also other places that we went. If we put ourselves in their shoes, eg. we go to countries such as korea, japan etc. will feel lost if we dunno what/whr are we gg, what are the ppl saying..
Ale wiseman =)
The temperature there was quite low though we didn't know how low till we reach Zhu Zi Hu. It was as low as 4 degrees celcius.. Even colder than when we are in the mountains.. Fact: 200 out of 365 days are rainy days in Yang Ming Shan. (^^)Zhu Zi Hu is a nice place. With lots of flowers.. mainly "Hai Yu" (a kind of lily) Their common dish there is ginger sweet potato soup which is very very thick as compared to those we have in singapore.. it's to kp their body warm in this cold temperature. Our trip ended with eating and shopping at Shilin night market and Danshui the next morning.
Wiseman said sth very true at the end of our trip. We live healthier in the mountains. We eat well (own cooked food), we exercise (climb mountain), we sleep early and wake up early (6pm or 8pm to 4am or 6am). But when we are back in the city, we sleep late wake up early (12 plus or 1 plus am to 5.30am or 6am), we eat junk food, we dun exercise.. Lolz.. it's quite true.. And somehow, the days in the mountains are the days tht carve most of my memories, relax thee most and the days that i enjoyed & love most. Though without technology, i dun feel the need to use them either. In fact, I love the lack of it. =)
On the plane..Felt very contradicting.. one moment i dun feel like coming back as there are still lots of things and places that i have not visited. On the other hand, i miss my friends in s'pore.. just the thought of them waiting at the airport for us.. warmz warmz.. (^^) There will always be things that we haven seen b4. The earth is ever-changing, not to say taipei only. For every trip there is sure to be left outs but they are definitely not regrets as I know I'll be back (^^)YI love Taiwan mountains =) Love Singapore too (^^)PS: What a long post!
PPS: Photos can't be uploaded, blogger gt probs.. =( Next time ba..
Cheers,Ming Fei
| a simple day. 3/27/2010 06:06:00 PM
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Leaving..Will be leaving in another 11hrs time.
Be back on 26th mar.
Gg taiwan.. It had always being an exciting thing to go overseas.. esp scaling mountains and gg waterfalls. Somehow this excitement is no longer within me..
All the best ba.. let's hope tht we can complete the climb as a team without any casualties =)
Hope that secret pal is surviving up there too.
Take care. my j.famili.
My wish for this trip:
1) See many many stars in the nite sky
2) And just 1.. just 1 shooting star is enough..
3) Everybody will be well throughout.
4) See snow but not too much that we can't trek up.
5) Last and the most impt 1: Tk care of Chang chang =)
Optimistic.. i must stay optimistic.
Everything happens for a reason.People change so that you can learn to let go.Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right.You believe in lies so that you'll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.And sometimes...Good things fall apart so that better things can piece themselves together.You came into my life for a reason.
You brought out the best in me.
But if one day u walk out of it, there must be a reason to it as well.
Have learnt to let fate decide what's what.
If fate says so and i've tried, at least i won't regret.
Today, fate gave me a chance. It gave me 2 stamps in the middle of the nite when I couldn't find any.
I will let it decide for me.
Labels: Waiting
| a simple day. 3/15/2010 02:15:00 AM
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
1st biathlon
Participated in biathlon yesterday.
It was my 1st time and definitely won't be my last =)
Was thinking very carefully whether or not to join this year earlier back then.. when i finally made my decision the registration was alr closed.
Thanx alot to superwoman tht i had a chance to participate cos my ex-lecturer couldn't mk it for tht day.
At the same time, I was a bit afraid.
Scared becos i had no past experience swimming 1.5km in the sea b4.
Scared becos yc told me b4 her experience and it wasn't a good 1.
Scared becos if sth happen to me then secret pal will throw face cos he's the 1 who taught me life-saving.
It wasn't that scary after all. Went to try out the water b4 the race starts.
The 1st 5 mins were lots of crowding, grasping of legs, kicking of body parts as ppl were very near each other. But after 15 mins or so, the crowding gets better and I'm able to adapt to the water le. Have to kp changing strokes according to the crowd.
Except for a few stings by sea creatures and numerous gulps of salty water in my mouth, i survived the swim quite well =)
Took around 39 mins for the swim.
Then headed for a 10km run..
The run was fine as well =) Thot i would be slower than usual as i'm nt really use to running in wet attire. But.. I did better than my last run. =)
Thank you superwoman! For asking me along =) I enjoyed the swim and run and being with you =)
Mixiu mixiu..
这几天，满脑子还是你。好像你从来都不曾消失过。
“有时，真的不懂他到底在想什么。不敢问，是怕听到的答案不是自己想听的，会更难过。”
~《下一站，幸福》
我.... 感同身受
“只要摸着自己的心，想着那个人，那个人也会知道你在想他。”
~《下一站，幸福》
是真的吗？
离开的那天，我突然不知所措。
开始发现自己一步一步走火入魔。
Right Here Waiting - Richard MarxOceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Labels: Rght here waiting..
| a simple day. 3/14/2010 03:03:00 PM
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Friday, March 12, 2010
都是你谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又是一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积
I miss you我想有一个美好结果
为何最后总是来不及
相信有一天变成过去
现在分开无所谓
就当一首短短插曲
我不会害怕
反正不会太长
有时后需要放下
才能看见向前的步伐
放手总带不走一些牵挂
一些忘不掉的牵挂
Oh because I miss you
Yes I Miss You
像你在心里种出一棵大树
Yes because I miss you
要走的不能抓的住
我也很想告诉我自已
不能哭
Yes I Miss You
有一天我不会在你掌心
紧紧握住我们的幸福
我把所能给的全都付出
我很满足
就算眼泪快要夺眶而出
我会忍住
Orion.... jiayou.
Labels: Because of you
| a simple day. 3/12/2010 11:48:00 AM
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
Back
I'm back.
From a long backpacking trip.
From Penang to Batu Ferringi to Georgetown to Pulau Pangkor to Ipoh to KL.
Took plane, bus, ferry, trishaw, KTM (train).
Stayed in guesthouse, inn, hostel, hotel.
Had many strange encounters.
Met lotsa strange ppl too.
But of cos, there are nice ones to make our day as well.
This is a fulfilling trip. Though we didn't manage to comb every part of each town.
I thot i had nth on my mind since the day i finished exams.
But i was wrong. So wrong.
Wad isit tht's bothering me?
You?
I dun really know anymore.
Kp on saying "dunno leh" doesn't solve anything.
I guess u noe. I hope u noe. Yet..
Uncle uncle uncle.. do u noe what exactly i have to tell you?
Tried to hide. I guess i did it quite well.
Better than the last time when i acted so "childishly".
伤心的笑声，你听得到吗？
Labels: Because of you
| a simple day. 3/11/2010 11:36:00 PM
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
Island get-away =)Guess where is blur queen now?
Blur queen is stranded on an island call pulau pangkor with dragonfly and anpan man =)
2mr we will be heading to ipoh. =)
Blur queen is happy. Blur queen is satisfied.
Played para-sailing, jet-ski, made "pang kor kia"..
The waves are shiokness.. the sky is cool blueness.. the clouds are cotton-ness.. the sea is saltiness (i swear this is the truth =p)
Troubles are away-ness..
But..
Blur queen haven done her "homework" that she promised she will do.
So weird.. even when away from the buzzling city..away from everything regarding you..
Everything seems to remind me of u.
"Cos every little thing you do, makes me fall in love with you."
Labels: Because of you
| a simple day. 3/07/2010 12:08:00 AM
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