Sunday, February 28, 2010
海派甜心Finished watching Hi my sweetheart.
心里好多感触，好多感动。
原来爱，可以有那么多的形状。
学长的爱，是让自己爱的人过得更幸福。让她微笑，做自己。让她想哭就哭，想笑就笑。
虽然给她幸福的人不是他。
宝珠姐的爱，是不管任何人的反对，也要坚持对达浪的爱。在他最穷，最丑，最落魄的时候爱他。是最单纯，最无条件的爱。
达浪，他是我在这部戏里最喜欢的角色。他的天真，单纯，不顾一切的想保护自己爱的宝珠姐让我喜欢上他。=)
"我喜欢你叫我丑不垃圾香菇头。喜欢你一天打我八百次。喜欢你上课时爱睡觉，但作报告时却很认真。我喜欢你念英文的声音。我喜欢你明明就不是我喜欢的那种女生可是不知道为什么我就是喜欢你。”这是达浪对宝珠姐的告白，也是我在这戏里最喜欢的一句话。因为这种爱是最简单的 =)
A day out.Yesterday was my rest day. Dragonfly was rite. I really needed a break. Sorry.. I keep sighing the whole day cos the feeling is like.. i should be studying, i shouldn't be gg out.. but once i sit down and study, nth seems to get into my mind le. The feeling is terrible. The whole day i was out, my 2 papers were in my mind. =(
Shopping for equipment ends at queensway and we had our dinner at ikea. Started to relax. Though a lot of things were still on my mind other than exams.
Talks, chats..
Headed for minds cafe after dinner =) Had a lot of fun there playing games after games and celebrate QY's bdae.. really enjoyed alot alot.. after i've put sths aside for tht few hours.
It's been quite some time since i last stayed out so late.
We caught the 2nd last nite rider home.
Serious thinking needed. Nt gg to mk any rash decision that will affect others future as well as mine. You know.. sths had being on my mind for so long.. yet, everytime an opportunity is presented to me i want to run away.. because everytime my confidence will be hit to rock bottom right before i'm even gonna step right into it.
"You don't have to have the outdoors as a job even if you like the outdoors. It may be sth that stresses you out that you may not even enjoy it if you are on the job."
I always thought I knew what I wanted and what my future is. But now.. What he say is so true. What she said is also true.
Now.. I juz want to give it a try. At least I won't regret that I have nvr tried what I dreamt of.
"How can 1 say that the other side of the earth is not as nice as the 1 he had been living in when he have not even set his foot there before."
Exams gonna end soon. 2 more papers. Jiayou every1.. =)
| a simple day. 2/28/2010 01:39:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Some1 whom you used to tell your secret to, now becomes part of your secret.This is so true.
It feels weird. Sad to be exact.
Some1 whom you can talk almost abt anything under the sun now becomes some1 that you feel awkward being ard with.
Some1 whom u used to have no reservations in calling/msging them, now become some1 u can only miss yet try nt to talk to.
Sometimes i really feel so stupidly helpless..
I need a change in my life.
A big change.
Song that bring tears
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
When I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie
As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let your feelings show
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie
It bring tears. Yet i dunno y. Labels: Can you tell me what to do like you usually do?
| a simple day. 2/23/2010 12:28:00 AM
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
It's feels like..Imisseubutidunwannaseeeuuu.
Labels: So many feelings that words can't describe.
| a simple day. 2/18/2010 06:47:00 AM
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It hurts..When you said that.
If you really knew me i guess you would nvr have said that.
I hate it. When we argue lidat. Because i nvr want to argue with u.
两个世界
过了今晚 再也留不住你
迟早要洗去 我脸颊上的唇印
你和我约定到了明天
谁也不许再提起
你轻轻地留给我
这深深的回忆
甜言蜜语 迟早都会说尽
再多真心 挡不住黎明来临
这段属于黑夜的爱情
注定要蒸发阳光底
爱上了不该爱的人
连伤心都会来不及
两个世界的代表作品就是命运
我虽然很有勇气
但却放不下自尊心
时钟滴滴答答 滴滴答答
我还盲目地拥抱你
希望把这一刻的时间
永远锁在黑夜里
Juz a very touching song i heard recently.
I still miss the past you. The you in 6,08.Labels: Leave it lidat?
| a simple day. 2/18/2010 04:52:00 AM
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Sunday, February 14, 2010
The last 17 daysSo slow. 17 more days to graduate. Can't wait for exams to be over.
So fast. Only left with 10 days for me to study.
Lol.. how contradicting.
This will be my last new year spent studying so..
Let's mk the best out of it =)
2 food chem reports by the end of this wk.
Advanced Food Micro - 24th Feb
Product Design & Development - 25th Feb
Food Legislation & Regulations - 26th Feb
Food Business - 1st Mar
Advanced Food Chem (KILLER!) - 2nd Mar
Wad a way to end my poly year.. with the finale at the back.. lol..
Programs to look 4ward to:
Backpacking to malaysia =)
Scale Mt Nanhu and shopping in Taiwan =)
Berkelah waterfall trip =)
Diving in Pulau Dayang =)
Kbox sessions =)
Shopping sessions =)
Movie sessions =)
Hammock hangouts =)
Cycling trips =)
Job searching =)
More to be planned =)
Let's look 4ward to these treats and CONTINUE STUDYING NOW!!!
Lol.. Juz felt a bit bored from all these revision.
GraduationSo we talk all nite about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
Keep on thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
(No, they will never be the same without u)But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
(Can we still hang out although we're on a different track?)And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
(Should i?) Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
and we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be friend forever.
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
(Definitely.. lol)Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
(Maybe cannt le..)Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
(I believe we can)Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
(Yeah, time past so fast..)Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
(I hope not..)I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on, we remeber
All the times we had together
As our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be friends forever
(Will we? Or will we drift apart?)Beginning to get abit sentimental here.. Dunno y, somehw this song always seems to pull at my heartstring.
Now i'm listening to it again..
Somehow, it seems to talk about what's happening nw and questions that i'm scared to even ask myself.
习惯两个人不见不散
习惯一睁眼就寻找对方
习惯让我们懒散 不再坚强
对寂寞丧失抵抗
没有你的未来..会是怎样?
会不会有一天我们走在路上却不认识对方?
Labels: 开始害怕..
| a simple day. 2/14/2010 09:59:00 AM
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
Silence.
I love closing my eyes, leaning on the window pane, listening to the music i love. =)
Life has nvr been so peaceful for me. =)
It's easier to smile when ur heart is at peace =)
Happy. Simply happy without any reason to be =)
Exams are around the corner le.. everybody pls jiayou =)
18 more days.. to graduation =)
有你真好这时候最能让我想起你
多希望你在这里
你总是愿意
把你的手心借给我握紧
该往哪里
我总是依赖著你
你是我的方向感
我可以确定你会带著我
朝对的方向前进
I'm thinking of you.
我有你真好
你能让烦恼变得渺小
我遇见一个最懂我的人
我会提醒自己把这份爱收好
I'm thinking of you.
我有你真好
只要牵著你的手就知道
我不是一个人在这世界停靠
因为我拥有你在我心里
thinking of you.有你真好
因为有你我看见世界的美丽
im thinking of you.
我有你真好
只要牵著你的手就知道
我早已经历永远和缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里
thinking of you.有你真好
| a simple day. 2/13/2010 09:42:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
怎样?才会快乐..
其实很简单 。
Someone told me before, "No matter how sad you are, nvr bring your sadness to work, to sch, to your friends." They are innocent.
So no matter what, even if you wake up in a bad mood, tired and wear out, look into the mirror and smile. Sounds crazi. Looks retarded. But at least your day is brighten up.
If you find ppl ard u are getting on ur nerves.. if u juz dun want to talk to any1 or even look at any1 but u juz have to be there for attendance sake, then look at the things ard u.. it can be the sun setting, the moving clouds, the shining stars, the glowing moon..
That is how i've been coping with my mood recently.
That is how i gt my moments of happiness. =)
4th trainingTraining started at a leisure pace today. Went to a tough 1 as there's a need to complete a round of climbrun route in 10 mins time. We took 17.5 min. Nt ideal. But at least we finished it.
My mind went blank when it comes to debrief. I had a lot to say but they weren't in sequence in my mind.
Rated the toughness of the 2nd 1/2 of the training 8.5. Partially is becos the whole of the climbrun route we were chionging all the way. It was sth tht i seldom do. I know I can finish the 2nd round but definitely not at a very fast pace.
Partially it was because we had to choose who to go and who to stay initially. Dunno how others felt. But i could feel tht we all were stuck before secret pal asked,"Who think they can mk it?" Min's objective failed as we didn't choose who to go as a group eventually. It was choosen voluntarily. Pros and cons. I did hesitate before volunteering myself. I was not confident enough to finish in time. But somehw a voice inside me asked me to run. I'm glad that i went for the 2nd round.
"I'm the only girl doing this. I feel weird." This was all i could say. But all i hope was to prove tht girls are able to do this also. We can't always depend on guys when we're in the mountains. Girls can be strong too.
Though maybe it's rite tht we shouldn't push our limits too far.
An artist that I've come to admire"If a voice inside you says "You can't draw." Then by all means, draw. And the voice will be silenced."
"I dreamt of painting. After which i paint my dreams."
This 2 statements were made by Vincent Van Gogh. An artist whom i grew to admire.
Changed his statement to motivate myself along the way everytime i run.
"If a voice inside you says "You can't run." Then by all means, run. And the voice will be silenced." "I dreamt of trekking. And I trek towards my dream." Mf, jiayou, don't give up.
Team OBT, don't give up.
Team taiwan, don't give up.
猜不透你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透
也许那个在心里的问号永远都不会有答案。
Labels: 猜不透
| a simple day. 2/09/2010 12:19:00 AM
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Monday, February 8, 2010
I love..Old songs. =)
Came across a few old songs while listening to songs on haoting.com
So sweet..
As compare to new songs nowadays, just feel that old songs seems to express deeper feelings in a more explicit way than new songs.. =)
I love the Wynners =) Esp. 谭咏麟 =)
Advanced food processing test in 5 hs time.
Then 1 paper will be down.
23 more days to graduation =)
Mf, pls hang on.. pls jiayou =)
U can do it =)
Labels: 看开了=)
| a simple day. 2/08/2010 07:43:00 AM
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
FrustrationsDun understand what is gg on with me recently.
Y am i reacting lidat?
What the heck is happening..
Labels: So many feelings that words can't describe.
| a simple day. 2/06/2010 02:18:00 AM
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Happy moments =) Some happy moments tht i've had these few days..
The moon on 31st jan =) Beautiful..
The sunset on 3rd feb.. saw it on the way back from my run to yishun..
Singapore river in the middle of the nite..
Final presentation on PDD, also our last exhibition - Our black sesame instant cup soba noodles
Training on 4th feb.. climbed the stairs tht kama was stationed a yr ago =p
This was min.. trying to paste my hp on the wall while pressing timer.. but the hp caught him instead cos the timer was too fast =p
Our 1st attempt to climb the 25th storey.. "dua blo lima" =)
3rd trainingWe had our 3rd training today.
Training tht i dreaded became a fun 1 =)
I wasn't joking when i say i miss you, YANCHANG!!! =)
Training wasn't tht bad after all.. dun feel so alone with you ard =)
We did sets tgt. Gg on to th e pull up bars.. counting pancakes and names tgt. Lol =p
Ran outside sch towards the 25th storey building kama used to stationed for last last synergy =)
Went for dinner at mos burger with yeye n yanchang =)
I love today's training. =)
"Never put people on your priority list when they only took you as an option."
A phrase i saw on fb and found it quite true.
It sounds quite harsh.. but after all.. it's true. So as nt to get urself hurt time after time.
I wish.. I've nvr gt to know you back then.
Labels: Happy moments =)
| a simple day. 2/05/2010 09:46:00 AM
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Long Run
Went for a long run all the way to Chong Pang and back after the exhibition. A total of 15km.
Dunno y. Juz felt so coop up inside.
Felt the need to destress. Felt the need to catch up in my own training.
Dun feel like gg training lata. But still have to go.
"Hold on to what you must do now. Even if the road seems long and alone."
Pls hold on. Strong.
I miss the days we went running. Juz running and thinking nth abt the club.
Juz running. With no pressure.
Pls do not be mistaken.
I am not the girl i used to be a yr ago anymore.
| a simple day. 2/04/2010 06:50:00 AM
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Monday, February 1, 2010
The end that marks the beginning
Handover was last fri.
I saw two words on some ppl's faces. "认真".
Let the pictures do the talking =)
Home - featuring Edmund Ooi with Khairul + Kumar
Canon in D - featuring Lovell Ong
Rasa Sayang aka ADC - featuring Jitsan
Last speech - featuring min.. 09/10 president
Some of the ppl who had seen me through my yrs in adc.. giving me support when i need them by my side..
Liyana, Yan cHang and me =)
Weini and me =)
Qing Ying and me =)
Yanchang and me =)
Andy Leong and me =)
Min and me =)
Yeye and me =)
The alumnis =)
Char left early.. didn't manage to tk a pic with her.. but still..
Thanx alot. For accompanying me thru the fun and hard times in the club.
Presenting the new grp of alumni...
Happy dayMy everyday motivation towards the end of the wk will be tht particular day.
The only day i know i will be truly smiling without pressure. Laughing without cares.
So nice to be basking in the sun, soaking in cold water after 7hrs of cycling.
The cold water took away all tireness. Felt so refresh.
Training lasted for 4.5hrs tht day. Was charred to the max.
Tired, but happy.
Sunday kinda depicts the rule #33 in zombieland -> Enjoy the simple things in life. =)
First training
Felt so alone even when I'm training with so many ppl.
So weird. Feeling more alone training with so many ppl than when i'm running only with a person or 2.
It's juz like returning to the days at stong 09'.
I dunno y.
Suddenly felt tht i am standing alone.
I feel the same way as u do. Though u can't understand y. With so many familiar ppl gg up with me as compare to u, y am i still feeling this way.
I dun understand myself too.
I have the urge to leave. To run away. Away fr these ppl.
Rule #04: Never look back.
Labels: Because of you
| a simple day. 2/01/2010 05:07:00 PM
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