+me

name.James.Ming Fei
gender.GaL
age.21
dob.26 jUl Leo-ian
school.NYP.Food.SciEnce
am.nature-lover
family.jaMes.fAmiLy & gIaM
buddies.many

lurves.
.james.famili
.sky
.clouds
.mountains
.waterfalls
.close.frens
.kbox
.all.sports

what i want.
.simple.life
.confidence
.trust
.dream.job
.nth else

what i don't want.
.false.frens
.ficker.minds
.lies
.tk.things.for.granted.ppl

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Today is the last day of the year n i decided to leave the last words for this yr b4 i go countdown wif ADCians..So gonna mk this a quick 1 though i dun think it's goonna be short..for the past few days have being too tired to blog..but i still rmb wad happen for the past few days..Mon was the 1st day of sch n it wasn't so bad..Had a gd laugh with thee 1st lecturer i met in sch tht day..well..it's all becos of her accent..nth offensive but juz very funny the way she pronounced her part per million..kk..not mking fun of her but ya..juz can't help laughing..after tht went for a run round the sch..really a long long time nvr run in sch alr since hols started..after tht went to the rock wall for climbing session though most of the time i'm either the anchormen or the belayer..at 1st i really wanted to try..after mking it up to the top the 1st time i begin to have a teeny weeny bit of confidence in myself..but the 2nd time..cannt mk it again..then i kp telling myself cannt cannt le..gg to die soon..shouldn't have thot of tht but dunno y still tht phrase juz made it's way into my mind.even with the help of mushrm i still can't mk it..almost giving up but faris didn't let me down (cos he's my belayer) so i had to continue n finally after a few struggles can mk it to the top the 2nd time but tht's the end..the rest of the time i'm belayer/anchormen le..bu still gt mistake cos i went to anchor the climber instead of the belayer =p paiseh..cos nash call me to help anchor her wad..so i anchor her nt knowing she's the 1 climbing..stop it sia me..haha..had a fun day..the nxt day we had Ms Gan's lecture on HACCP mostly on GMP..after tht went to do fd processing prac which was on Snack processing tht day..we had a hard time fixing the machine though acctually all we need to do was to press a button below..stop it sia..after tht fry eggs for lunch..my 1st batch was nice since ria can say nt bad..but my second batch..erm...nw i believe u guys when u all say dun trry funny ideas..i mixed green tea powder with eggs, soya sauce, pepper and chicken essence n cream n fry them..omg..u guys wun want to taste it sia..it's really quite..ok..nt quite..is horrigible..paiseh..no more egg n green tea though i still think there's a lot of possibilities in cooking eggs..will try them out 1 by 1 =p After tht went for synergy meeting..till very very late then go back..

Lastly, i must identify my weak points for this yr..

1) Blur
2) Sleepy
3) Lazy
4) Not focusing on work
5) Too lame
6) Too noisy
7) Stupid
8) Only do the things i want to do
9) Always late
10) Too slow in doing things
11) Too sensitive to issues
12) Too careless
13) Don't listen properly
14) Ask too much questions
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100) "Stop it sia" too much

There's a lot more in between but i think if i were to go on u guys will fall aslp n i will be late again..Stupid..sometimes i really need to find a definition for stupid..i think it's not becos u dunno a lot of things..stupid = u know it's wrg n u still continue doing it. Stupid = not trying hard enough. Stupid = repeating the same mistakes. Stupid = not willing to change even when u know are in the wrg (n tht also = stubborn) There's a saying which goes - It's ok to dunno, but it's worse to not wish to know. Actually this had being told to me some time back n now i really understand it. I think my biggest mistake this yr is being stupid. So my resolution for the next yr which is coming in 6 hrs time will be - to be not stupid. Maybe not 100% not stupid, but at least not SO stupid tht i mk ppl vomit blood while teaching/talking to me. Kk..really gotta go now..if nt 1 min late 10 push ups.. bye n merri new yr to every1 =D

ADC Junior =)

| a simple day. 12/31/2008 05:19:00 PM
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Ok..consider today as my post post post x'mas celebration..suppose to meet helmi n the rest 10am at yishun mrt..but when i was there no1 was there..then helmi told me to wait for him at the last cabin so i went into the last cabin n cannt see him..of course nt..cos he told me to WAIT at the last cabin outside the train n nt go in -_-" haha..so i went out of the train at khatib then took another train back to yishun then saw him there..then he say the rest juz wake up..so we go expo 1st -_-" haha..anyway..yup..reach expo @ abt 11.30am n was searching around for crocs sales n wad we saw really disapponint us..the crocs sales was mostly selling crocs for kids n women n the designs were like all out dated/nt nice..sianz..so we gt nth n we spent like 2 hrs walking ard expo hall 4 n 5 looking at things tht's nt really interesting..except for the chocolates tht really tempt me..in the end still didn't buy any cos nobody sharing then need to buy 4 for $11 which is seriously too much...i'm getting a bit chocolate overdose lately..maybe due to bad mood..maybe due to stress..maybe due to other things..i also dunno.. but nvm..then kama suggested tht we go see the popular fair n i found a pair of slippers which i REALLY lyk..n since my old pair is coming off n worn out n SLIPPERY alr..i decided to invest on another 1..it's quite nice though..transparent at the flats n transparent red on the straps..n at $13.95..hope it can last..After tht, we had a hard time on choosing where to eat cos is lyk no where gt nice food or banquet to eat in..n kama lyk suddenly have a craving for yong taufu..haha..go hougang eat lo..taufu live in hougang ma.. =p..kk, juz joking..anyway, in the end we (Zul, Kama, Helmi, Rafi, Min, Khaizura n me) ended up in bugis's banquet n we sat there for sth lyk almost 2 hrs plus 3 hrs chatting abt adc's history n "family" line..it's quite fun to noe abt wad interesting things they do during their orientation camps..hehex..compare to ours their's seems to be more fun n "scary"..It's really warm to be sitting down tgt lyk this to have meals..also had this feeling during the commissioning at sentosa..we were seated ard a round table n made the loudest "makan" cheer b4 we digged in..n it's lyk we take big big plates of everything n put in the middle to share..ya share..it's sth a family would normally do..tht's y it's warm..tht's the warm warm feeling i love abt this club =)

After tht we went to catch a movie at plaza sing..Actually this is the 1st movie i ever caught wif ADCians.. - "Bedtime Stories"..it's really a damn funny show..Zul laughed his head off n even Min who seldom laugh..i've nvr heard him laugh so much b4..Helmi kp pinching Khaizura n Zul kp punching her during the funny part..luckily i'm nt seated in between the 2.. =p The movie's abt this guy who's ability is being underestimated at a hotel which used to belong to his dad..after his dad sold the motel to this dealer, the dealer promised to mk adam sandler the successor of the motel didn't kp his promise..until 1 day adam sandler was given a task to baby sit his sis's children, patrick n barbie..he told them bedtime stories w/ them helping him to complete his stories n these stories actually came true..n he intended to mk use of the children's ability to help him fulfil his goals..along the way a lot of funny things happened..he thot if he said he will get a "cherry red ferrari" in his story he will get them iin real life n he didn't cos it's nt said by the children..n he gt robbed instead..n the way he said,"So i will get this red Ferrari for FREE~~?" is super duper hilarious..haha..n the last part where he was riding the motorbike, the female lead actress asked him,"Have u ride this b4?" N he answered a very loud,"NOOOOOOO!!!" Haha..tht part super funny sia!! N there's this hamster w/ super big eyes tht are popping out of it's head alr..there's a part where his tongue gt stung by a bee n he couldn't talk properly n all he could say is alien language..the worse is - he is doing a presentation..stop it sia..this movie really nonsense lo..but the main gist of it is to tell u tht each person writes his own story..no 1 can change ur destiny except urself..u have to put in actions to mk ur dream come true n nt depend on impractical things..the show was indeed very worth the money..ok..i gotta agree this is better than twilight..n if kungfu panda is gonna mk u laugh..this is gonna mk u cry..tears of laughters though =) It's a muz watch!! =D

Sth some ppl says bothers me a lot a lot..though i always say nvm...but i think..i do mind..though i always say i dun care..i think i do care..They said u told them alr..but i juz kp quiet..isit to mk me look bad, silly or stupid? I really dunno..I really dun wanna believe is u tell them these but i can't help having a bad feeling abt it..when no1 else knows wad happened tht day perhaps only 4 of us know, y did they hafta know abt it? please tell me it's nt u..please tell me they are joking..please tell me it's juz their guess..can? I dunno y i still want to explain to u things tht i do/fail to do? Maybe juz nt to let u misunderstand tht i didn't try my best? Maybe juz to tell myself to get over this sensitivity?Nvm..gg out for a run to mk these things go away..perhaps a run will erase every single memory..

| a simple day. 12/28/2008 11:37:00 PM
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Spent my x'mas sleeping n writing n doing stuff on comp..whole day in hse..till @ nite then went out dinner at kovan w/ LL..if nt guess my x'mas quite bored le..The nxt day, we have a post x'mas "celebration" @ kbox in the morning with fiona!!! Haha..Sang a lot a lot of songs i've been wanting to sing..Some songs i've nvr heard b4 by k1 quite nice also..cos very sweet..so came back home searching for their songs whole nite..After the kbox session, we went too Fiona's cousin's hse for movie session!!! 1st, we watched "Beverly Hills"..this is nt the actual name..couldn't rmb the actual name..juz rmb the story was abt a super pampered chiwawa name chloe was stranded in the middle of Beverly Hills then a guard dog which has lost its post as a police dog came to its rescue..There's also another chiiwawa named Papette..couldn't rmb the whole storyline cos..i fell aslp 1/2 way thru'...after the movie, we watch a bit of Xiao Zhu's "Yu Le Bai FEn Bai"..then cos some1 hungry alr..so we went down to pasar malam to get some fd b4 coming back up to watch KungFU Panda!!! Haha..Yeah man..Kung FU Panda's really a NICE show... =) @ least I didn't slp a wink thru out the movie = it's a really superb show to have kp me awake =p It's about a panda, Po who wanted very much to learn Wu shu but he's dad kp wanting him to take over his noodles store..Then 1 fine day, when the Master Oogway sense tht the terror of the town, Tai Lung, is gonna be released, he wanted to appoint a Dragon Master to eliminate Tai Lung as he himself is old n hafta leave the world soon..So he held a meet to choose the Dragon Master..@ 1st, every1, including the racoon ShiFu, thot tht the Dragon Master is definitely gonna be among the 5 of his students. Little did they noe tht it would be Po who was choosen..Po was very curious to tk a look at the Dragon Master tht is gonna be choosen, he juz wanna tk a look..however he was late n the door had close n he tried every other ways to get into the site..in the end he took a rocket chair which sent him flying into the meet n landed rite in front of Tigress when Master Oogway pointed at him to be the Dragon Master..Initially, every1 detested Po n tried all means to mk him feel unwelcome n chase him away..Po was very sad n when he's sad, he went to the Peach Tree to eat the peaches..Master Oogway found him there n enlightened him tht "True warriors never give up." N so, Po returned back to the temple n started practising himself. The tigress, mantis, monkey, snake, crane n ShiFu put him thru obstaacles which they thot he will "zhi nan er tui" n poor Po was injured very badly..however, tht did not taunt him..he stayed on..Till Tigress told him about why ShiFu nvr seem to smile..cos Tai Lung was actually a cub adopted by ShiFu n ShiFu loved him lyk his own child..teach him Wushu when he was young n was determine to train him into the Dragon Master..however, he loveed him too much to see wad he is turning Tai Lung into - tht is, a monster..Master Oogway saw the dark side of Tai Lung n refuse to make him the Dragon Master..Tai Lung was outraged as he always thot being the Dragon Master is his destiny..he went around destroying everything he could see n was finally stopped by Master Oogway..locked up in a dungoen..However, he manage to escaped...However, Shi Fu had no confidence in training Po in such a short time..Master Oogway enlighten him, telling him tht he muz believe he can do it..he muz believe tht Po is the Dragon Master..then Master Oogway disintegrated into the air..Po, after hearing Tigress's story had lost all the confidence as he didn't believe tht he could defeat Tai Lung. As he was abt to leave, Shi Fu stopped him. The nxt morning, Shi Fu saw Po on the top shelve, hunting for food to eat again..TOP SHELF!! N Po was doing a split which he can't do usually! Shi Fu suddenly found the way to train Po- that is using food as his motivation..He took Po out into the mountains to train him using buns..N finally, Po was able to outbeat Shi Fu. During this period, Tigress n the other 4 masters went out to stop Tai Lung theselves for they also didn't believed tht Po could be trained to stop Tai Lung in time..Juz when Po returned fr his training, the 5 of them were found lying, exhausted, on the ground n Po was told to defeat Tai Lung himself..The moment he knew, he said, "I'm pretty afraid. They are 5 masters. N.. I'm juz 1 me.." Shi Fu then took him to get the Dragon Scroll which was said to give the 1 reading it the powers to walk as light as feather, to hear the most minute sound made, n to have the most incredible power. However, when Po unrolled the scroll, there was nth written inside..nth..Juz a golden shiny side which Po only saw himself..So thinking tht w/o special powers, Po isn't able to defeat Tai Lung, ShiFu decide to take Tai Lung himself n request the rest of his disciples to evacuate the rest of the villagers..Po went back to his dad's noodle shop to pack up n on the way, his dad told him wad's the secret recipe of his noodles tht made it so special..n tht- is - no recipe. There's no secret recipe. It's only u. If u believe in urself, then u r the secret ingredient tht made the fd nice. The same goes for Wushu. There is no golden scroll. What u see inside is urself. If u believe u can do it, u can. So Po went back to help his ShiFu who is almost defeated by Tai Lung. He manage to apply the "chopstick" stunt ShiFu taught him n defeated Tai Lung eventually using the Wuxi Finger..It's a touching story if u really watch the show urself..though Fiona n LL think it's funny n they couldn't understand y i think it's touching..haha..kk..maybe i'm a bit different in thinking..

Same question appears in my mind nw again..to go or nt to go..it's being my aim to go overseas attachment since i enter poly..have been asking ard so much..yet..nw..i dunno..i dun wanna leave here..attachment is bad enuff, overseas attachment is worse..i dun think i can cope...i dunno..should i go? Have been pondering this question ever since Fiona told me abt the overseas attachment thingy..n i juz replied tht i'm nt gg..but i dunno will i regret or not..I really wanna go but i dun wanna go..wad am i talking? Haiz..crap..i also dunno wad i talking..nvm..juz 4gt it..

| a simple day. 12/28/2008 01:31:00 AM
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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Woke up crying in the middle of the nite..juz becos i dreamt of ms wp telling me tht attachment doesn't starts till last sem of 3rd yr yet this is juz nth but a dream..Hopes shattered i guess..have been editing photo albums as a x'mas gift for my fren n here i am nw sitting in front of these pics crying again..there's too many pics to store..i guess even if given a hundred gb, it wun be enuff to store these memories we have..as much as i didn't want to remove those random pics, i still have to hit the delete button..it may be a gd thing tht we have digi cam in this era so tht we can capture candid pics anytime n del them if we didn't lyk them..it may also be a bad thing cos we tend to tk these times for granted..as i was browsing thru these pics, i saw lots of smiles..zul's toothy smile, kama's slanted smile, aikim's sweet smile, qing ying's cute smile, ikhsan's rolled tongue, char's n mine braces, zul appearing either at the back of every photo or in front blocking every1's view..n mushrm's serious look nt 4gting andy.L's cam whoring...a lot of sleepy faces after sea exp n jerangkang..Also gt pics of ppl getting dragged down into waters, pics of ppl getting cake on their faces during bdaes, pics of guy(s) changing into bikini..pics of events we've held n grp photos of everywhere we go...Pics lyk this really made me laugh the whole day juz by looking at them...Some of us rarely appear in pics..like Wn, idarh n Nadiah..maybe cos u all were bz taking pics for us? Y-u-so-lyk-tht? Join us lah... hehex.. well.. really hate to del some of those candid pics juz to squeeze some space for other photos tht r in some ways..more memorable..if i can i would choose all..there's no need to add words to those pics cos pics speaks themselves n every pic have a story to tell..Juz the thot of nt seeing them anymore made tears roll down uncontrollably between the laughters..well..hope this fren will lyk my token of appreciation during this thanx-giving period..i've thank u b4 but i wanna thank u again for being a great fren..alwaes there to listen to me..paiseh to say in front lah..so ya.. MERRI X'MAS to all ppl who know me too!!!! =)

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Very very happy..cos this x'mas is special..i've spent my x'mas eve eve eve w/ ADC @ sentosa, my x'mas eve eve wif ADC outside the clubrm for a few hours, n my x'mas eve w/ ADC again! (for a few moments though...) This 1 really muz explain..nt i purposely late 1..but went to collect things at Vivo..took the whole morning editing pics n mking powerpoints cos thot some1 coming later..haiz..but after msgg her then she say nt coming..so left home at 3pm..after collecting still need to wrap n my wrapping skills sux..spent sth lyk 30mins? Wrapping juz 1 gift? Now u all noe y i choose aluminium foil as wrapping paper rite? I think it looks nicer hor..nt cheapskate ok..haha..kk..juz joking..cannt copy ar..TMMF=p Then when i reach sch at abt 5 plus close to 6pm..omg..SAO office closed..went down n the sports hall was almost shutting down.. =( Damn sad de lo..thot can celebrate x'mas eve tgt..but anyway..i've gotten my best x'mas gift yesterday =) N tht's a x'mas dinner =D Though it's raining outside n the weather's super cold but still it's warm inside here -> heart. Though i admit tht i really damn paiseh at first but after a while can talk le cos they like talk w/o restrictions n very freely 1..really lyk a typical family..=) I still owe u 10 goreng pisang fr changi village hawker k? I will rmb 1 =p Additional 2 for dou dou =)

Kk..gtg..

"Aim for the sky, even if u miss, u will land among the starz.."

| a simple day. 12/25/2008 09:30:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sometimes really dun understand y certain ppl do certain things...but nvm..i always believe u always gt ur own reason for doing things..i seldom ask u y u do certain things if u think back..really very seldom..nvm..i think u dun care too..haiz..y am i talking to myself here again? Really dunno..i dun wanna give ms wp an answer..really..cos i dunno when does it exactly starts..can let me go for the few exp b4 sch reopens? Can dun start so soon? N can everi1 dun go? Can dun leave me? Can juz stay on? I dun want any1 to disappear juz lyk tht..Muz it be lyk tht? Can dun go?

Juz saw a blog of my fren..n admire her for having the courage to admit tht she loves a person..though she nvr mention who is he, we all know..actually it's nt the 1st time i've seen people admitting tht - yes, i love this person n this person is rite beside me though he/she dun love me or dun belong to me..in fact, this is the 2nd time..n fr her blog really can feel tht her love is deep..very deep..i think she's strong..though she says she's nt..unlike me..i dun even dare to admit..always putting my head down, hiding away fr everi1 when being tease abt it..always use "they" / "some1" to hid his name in my blog or sentences i've said..Clara said tht it's quite obvious who tht "some1" u r refering to..isit? I answered..though i know the answer very well..Y am i afraid to admit? I'm always like tht..afraid to face rejections..LL always say i stupid..maybe u r juz joking..but i think i'm really stupid..nt for loving him..also nt for the things i did for him..but for nt daring to admit..i dun want any regrets..i dun wanna leave w/o saying a word..i juz realise..or maybe i have long knew it juz tht i put it at the back of my head cos i thot there's a lot of time to spend tgt..it's until recently until ms wp told me tht i cannt spend so much time in adc if i want to go for IAP..i muz mk a choice..muz give her a promise tht i will nt go off earlier for any events..cannt go for camps if gt attachment..cannt be too tired tht i doze off during work..and the worst is..attachment is gg to start after this sem..this means..this is wad i'm very sad abt these days..so many memories..is nt say let go then can let go..give up? give up all the memories tht we've shared? Give up trekking tht i love so much? Most imptly leaving this grp of ppl n him tht we've shared so much memories n walked so many paths tgt? Ya, it's nt lyk we r nt gg to see each other any more..but my heart juz hurts..i nvr dare to express these feelings cos i think a lot of ppl will say i "zi zuo duo qing" or "yi xiang qing yuan" or any other things tht mk me lk stupid..but nw i dun care anymore..i dun care hw ppl r gg to look at me..it's nt wrg to love some1 isit? It's nt wrg to admit..juz scared tht u will think i'm very irritating..tht's all..scared tht u will avoid me if tongues r wagging..but i guess i'm the 1 who's avoiding ur eyes nw..i dun lyk this feeling cos it's like want to be beside u but at the same time want to run away..very contradicting n ironic..i dun like..really dun like..feeling very terrible n there's no1 who will understand wad i'm feeling rite nw..i asked myself y do i love trekking so much? Cos i love to see the sky, love to see the sea, the waterfalls, the mountains, the ridges, the night sky, the starz, the fireflies n the togetherness of this family - ADC..but 1 reason over-rides everithing, n tht is u..
i love trekking becos of u..w/o u i wouldn't have began this adventure n fell in love w/ treks..yes, even w/o u my love for treks will nt die..juz tht w/o u, things will nt be the same again..trekking will feel different..i guess..sth tht my fren said goes deep into my heart..though i know it's nt gg to happen..- if u let go of tht person n he comes back for u tht means he belongs to u..if tht is true, i guess he dun..i dunno anymore..i juz dun wanna think anymore..i juz wanna be brain dead till the day i can declare tht he's no longer in my heart..will tht day ever come?

=(

回家的路总是很远
话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐
都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演
属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼
怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
那时候还以为我
就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天
快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了
还能用什么感觉
我舍不得睁开眼睛
害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里
是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心
冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临
这温度该怎么延续
谢谢你曾经
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走

| a simple day. 12/23/2008 07:01:00 PM
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Monday, December 22, 2008

A lot of ppl/things r still lingering in my mind..Grad camp, IAP, n esp ADC..the things we've done tgt..starting was Berkelah where my main aim is to complete my NYAA till as time goes by n feelings grow, i found myself nt only want to complete anything..even if i dun complete my NYAA i also dun care..I juz want to be part of everything ADC does..no matter is juz a small character, a volunteer, a participant cos i know my capabilities cannt help much..after which came orientation camp, biathalon 08', then Jerangkang, then sea expedition, then round island hike, sentosa outing 1, climb run 08', jalan raya, OBS, then stong , campus road run 08', dinners after training n lastly grad camp..i dun want this to be the last..dun want..really dun want...i'm scared of losing n leaving..everywhere i go there will be footsteps of adc..lots of places tht we've being b4..maybe nt the whole of s'pore yet..but still..memories r everywhere..i always wonder y it's so ez for me to rmb certain things so clearly yet nt those tht r more of serious stuff in sch wk...even the very minute words said during casual talking in trainings, outings..i dun memorise them by heart purposely..i dunnid to concentrate much or use much strength or even refer to anything to rmb those words adcians have said but they juz came to me as n when we chat..hw come it's lyk tht? But i nvr rmb wad i've done or outings w/ my class..maybe i've nvr had any memories wif them b4? Isit so hard to create memories? Or does memories juz appear themselves wif the rite person? I've tried to recall wad have i done in the class for the past 1 n coming 1/2 yr..but all i could rmb was...i did organic, inorganic chem, microbio, intro to fd science etc..i slp during lectures, i played during prac..we did green tea curry puff for proj 1 n chixicum for project 2..the rest of my 2nd yr 1st sem is juz LL LL n LL..is nt even wif my class except for the OBS trip wif Fiona..so if i'm asked "Wad u rmb the most of ur poly life?" = ADC. What i feared the most is coming true..very soon too..n i hate it..i thot i'm mentally prepared cos i've seen a lot of my seniors coming in n gg for their attachments etc..i thot i can juz..but i very sad nw..very sad..i nvr thot it would come so fast..y do this to me when i'm the happiest person in the world? Y?

=(

| a simple day. 12/22/2008 08:22:00 AM
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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Juz woke up fr a 3 hr sleep after coming back fr night cycling at east coast..still very tired..but nvr regret gg there coz it's being a long time since i've saw such beautiful sky..who says there's nth special at changi beach park at nite...it's juz tht the nite we went is wrg..drizzling n rainy day..of course u see nth nice..u noe hw beautiful last nite's stars were? The whole sky was filled w/ stars..w/ a cresent moon hanging on the right hand side of us (LL n me)..it moved slowly to a higher place when i woke up the 2nd time ard 2 plus..it's juz looks very magnificent..used to thot full moon looks nicer..but nw i see the beauty of crescent moon..it's juz too bad can't take pics of the sky cos my hp cam was too lousy..cannt take pics in the dark..will turn out full pitch black..however, i captured the dawn..the sun rising..along the way back..n here r some of them.. =)

Day break..ard 6.27am..

6.39am..sun has alr risen..though we cannot get a gd view of it there..but the sky is juz as nice =)
Breath-taking... ^^

A lot of ppl fishing along this stretch of rd..somewhere near the SAF jetty..

Bank near the start of changi beach park..

Nice place..imagine a pair of couples in their 70s sitting there still holding hands chatting..

7.07am..Visible view of the sun rising..

Road leading towards Changi Exhibition Hall..the last stretch of rd we ran for real run =) Memorable..View at the start of the canal between ecp n changi park connector..nice place to fish..

Had fun cycling to changi beach park w/ LL..cos on the way we were lyk singing n shouting lyk nobody's business..haha..it's gd to be crazi sometimes..(though i think i'm lyk everytime.... =p ) N....I finally learnt Wenshan's tricks on the bike =) Lyk putting the legs on the metal bar..both legs on 1 side of the pedals..use 1 hand to cycle..they r actually quite ez..is juz tht i had no confidence to release grip n release my footing off the pedals..i have no sense of security when my feet r off the pedals..but thanx to LL i finally learn the "stunts" =) When we reach changi beach park it's about 12.30am..still a lot of ppl fishing..tents filled the whole of the park..but we had no prob finding a spot near the sea to sit n sleep thru the nite..though it's really cold there..Was shivering shivering shivering...more or less expected it to be lyk tht cos this is nt the 1st time i'm staying overnite lyk tht there..but dunno y although tired but still wanna go...maybe somethings u will nvr get tired of if u really love it..is juz lyk no matter hw much the person reprimand u, u will still love him/her or tht grp of frens if u really love him/her/them a lot..i muz be a crazi gal to have this kinda thinking but this is me..my frens will accept me if they r my frens i guess..i really thot abt wad sth somebody said - Ppl dun like u for a reason..they dun nt lyk u fr the start of the day they noe u..y care abt if ppl will lyk u anot..juz be urself..yup, u r rite..each person has their own style of living n if this is my style n u cannt accept then dun be my fren..but there's 1 thing u say wrg..i only care if a person lyk me anot if it really matters to me whether tht person is gg to be my fren..if it's juz some1 tht his/her frenship doesn't matters to me y should i bother abt hw he/she looks at me? Dun lyk then dun lyk..u think i care? It's becos it's -.-- --- ..- n adcians so i care, u understand? I didn't listen properly cos i juz want to say sth else but i find myself very irritating tht i -.- .--. / .--. . ... - . .-. .. -. --. / ..- lyk some ppl said..so in the end i kp beating abt the bush..asking qns u alr said..but guess i was also tired too..as usual my mind cannt process in this state..told u all i'm stupid le..nvm..juz..nvm...

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Went to take rope skill test at Safra Yisun for Safra Adventura w/ a fren..initially i thot the test was about rope work..rope skills rite? So i scared i cannt mk it cos my rope work sux..Kama u noe rite? I still rmb u taught me hw to rig up abseil line at the adventure park for 30mins b4 i went to do the actual thing n when i'm up there i still need mushrm to help me..haiz..cannt mk it..so i spent the nite studying the rope work notes n a bit more in the morning..stop it sia..my fren noe rope skill test dun = rope work then nvr tell me -_-" I diddn't meant to say reading rope work notes is a waste of my time but made me so scared i fail the test..worry 4 nth..somemore where slippers there..rope skills = belay n abseil...n slippers...stop it sia..1st time can wear slippers to abseil 1..belay n climb still nt tht bad cos can bare foot..but abseil..u guys will surely laugh ur head off if u see my slippers dropping off while i was abseiling down the 15m tower..had a hard time kping it on my feet..haha..luckily dunnid to do a 2nd time..if nt..i think i rather go barefooted =p Then after tht went to "shop" ard cityhall area..tell u..there really a lot a lot of stuff i dunno..n i dunno hw to shop n lead..i think shopping w/ me is really bored de lo..cos i dunno where to buy wad stuff cos i think i very long didn't go shopping at this area le..so u ask me where to get this get tht a lot of times i wun noe de lo..maybe i will noe but it's definitely not the best deal in town..but if u tell e in advance maybe i will go search alr then tell u.. =p n somemore ask a lot of stupid qns..saw a lot of things suitable for x'mas present but due to budget n dunno wad to buy cos too many things in the end went home empty handed.. =( Guess my fren was quite disappointed too..i think..

kk, gotta go.. bye~

| a simple day. 12/21/2008 03:49:00 PM
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Saturday, December 20, 2008

| a simple day. 12/20/2008 07:17:00 AM
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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Had a very tired but amazing day yesterday..I juz noe i tired but nt till i slept until 12 plus close to 1pm tht i convinced myself tht i'm super duper tired..haha..whole day was full of activities...n I LOVE TWILIGHT!!! Had being saying tht till nw ever since i've stepped out of the cinema yesterday..Yes..i love TWILIGHT!!! Esp. EDWARD CULLEN..


Kk, shall start fr the beginning of the day..woke up at 6am to wash clothes..haha..yes wash clothes..1st reason: Cos i woke up at 6am n i noe i will fall back to sleep if i dun pull myself up NOW..2nd: No shorts to brg to grad camp if i dun wash yesterday.. =p Then i wash up n went to sch an hr earlier b4 meeting time cos needa return my long overdued bks to the lib..an low n behold..i found another 3 bks tht caught my attention..they r all lifestyle bks, as in bks tht teach u hw to play guitar, abt dogs n running, so can borrow for 4 wks..so dunnid to come back during hols to return bks... =D Then when i reach mac, LL. Ms Gan, Richard Khaw, his wife n his mum alr sitting there eating breakfast le..then they still say "U can wake up ar?" Stop it sia..this kinda thing hw can i nt wake up, hehex..damn paiseh cos i gt 2nd warning letter fr fd biotech cos i didn't go for lect..n my attendance drop until 83%!!! Cos Mr Khaw gt 3 or 4 lectures (couldn't rmb) Then i only turn up for 1 n tht 1 i think i was slping..he said somemore i sitting at the 2nd row lea..haha..Shuts..haiz..really cannt wake up ma..fri is the end of the wk alr u noe..then very tired ma..kk..i will rest on mons after sch reopen then come punctual for ur lessons k? Hehex.. After breakfast we went back to fd lab to start the wkshop le..had fun running ard..^^ N tht's the only day i can anyhow wear shorts n slippers to cook in fd lab wor!!! Haha..think TT muz be extra mad if he saw my attire..=p Actually the procedures quite simple, juz tht the coating n covering of the chocolate shells very tedious..need to be very meticulous which i'm nt.. -_-" The following r the pics taken for each steps.. =)
1st step..out of my house..haha..nice blue sky w/ streaks of clouds n a tinge of sunshine..so took it down.. =p

Reached sch about 8 plus n this is the signage leading to the wkshop...
Macadamias b4 roasting...
Macadamias n almonds (n me?) roasting in progress..hehex
Wad's behind this aluminium foil....secret recipe?
Tada! Chocolate chips, tea leaves, butter, corn syrup, cream n water!!!!
N this is the ingredients for orange filling.. : Grated orange peel, orange juice. butterr, corn syrup, cream, chocolate chips..
Ms Gan, the chef of the day!!! =D
LL grating orange peels hardworkingly.. =)

Kk, really 1st step le: Melting of 3 packets of Van Houton Chocolate Chips...
Note: Can anyhow stir b4 all the chocolate chips melt but after all melted then cannt stir too much cos air bubbles will arise then chocolate will have holes..nt nice..N somemore the chocolate mixture cannt touch water cos if touch water then the choc chips wun melt n will form chunks..

Then hafta pipe the pure milk chocolate into the mould..but muz be thin thin layer if nt cannt dry fast..

Preparation of orange filling: Add orange juice n peels to cream n brg to a quick boil then faster mix the cream mixture into the chocolate chips to use the heat to melt the choc chips..
End product..The jasmine tea filling preparation photos r taken by Mrs Khaw cos tht time i stirring the orange filling so upload nxt time..
So after the shell has harden, we filled it with either orange or jasmine tea filling..i mixed my fishes with the combination of 2..but they broke 1/2 way on my way back...haiz..they were beautiful initially lo..sianz..but i think they r nice to loook lah..if eat the whole pc..i tell u..really seriously..super duper too sweet for me..i think wn will lyk them cos she lyk super sweet fd but i think belinda will hate them cos she really dun lyk too sweet stuff..After filling, then we hafta cover the filling w/ another layer of milk chocolate shell..tht 1 even more difficult..needs a lot of patience to cover the filling completely n nicely..n my trays were overflowing..nt tht i'm greedy ook..juz tht.."I have love overflowing, i have love overflowing, i have love overflowing in my soul, in my soul.." Haha..ok..lame..tht's a christian song tht i've heard when i was small n in camps.. =p Then we hafta put it into fridge to let them harden faster..but if u want to leave them outside long long w/o them melting rite..u cannt put inside ffridge cos once u there's a drastic temperature drop the chocolate will melt very fast so better to let them harden at rtp (rm temperature) if u have the time..
This is the final product...teddys for x'mas =)

N so this brgs an end to the wkshop..thanx to Mrs Khaw's mould i can brg a lot of "pets" home..haha..gt dog, squirrel, bear, fish etc...After tthe wkshop, LL n me went to vivo to meet Fiona n Mandy to shop..N i finally noe the actual spelling of Coney island..It's CONEY nt CORNY...haha..cos it's written on the wall of "Superdog" n we had our lunch there..

CONEY island =pThis is a pic we took w/ r n Mr n Mrs Slurpee on the way...


After tht we went to watch Twilight at 6.50pm..our seats at M5 n M6..Mandy n Fiona coudn't get tix beside us so they had to sit in front..initially i was scared i couldn't understand wad the actors is talking abt cos i always depend on chinese subs when i watch eng movies which i seldom do..n this is the 1st eng movie i dun hafta depend on chinese subs!!! =D Was quite boring the 1st 10 mins..but it gets exciting when Edward (the vampire) stops the van fr hitting Bella..omg..u should have seen his speed n strength!!! Omg..he's seriously damn cool sia..The 2nd time he saved Bella fr the villians who wanted to bully her..Then he told her over dinner,"I don't have the strength to stay away fr u anymore..." N Bella replied," Then don't" Tht's so...sweet =) N when she expose his identity (tht he's a vampire cos he dun play out in the sunlight, his skin is cold, his monstrous strength n his lightning speed) he showed her wad he look lyk in the sunlight..i was expecting him to turn into some werewolf but he didn't..juz tht his face turned shiny, lyk diamond...n Bella told him," I'm afraid..I'm nt afraid of u..I'm afraid of losing u.." It's damn touching..Edward took her up a super tall tree n fr there the view of the mountains n waterfalls damn breath-taking!!! I want to be somewhere lyk there!! Edward is always there for Bella..he told her (b4 he was exposed) "I'm trying to kp as far away fr u..unless u need help i'll be there.." Tht's juz so sweet..he is afraid of doing harm to her but at the same time he loves her so deeply..tht's y initially i dun lyk his looks cos he looks a bit scary n too pale n actually nt very gd looking..but as the show progress..i really totally "fell in love" w/ his actions n words..I think i've grew to love vampires nw..haha..n 1 thing they r similar to me..i dun slp =p juz tht i fall aslp but they dun..Omg..i'm gonna save up to buy the book n there's gonna be twilight 2 cos still gt 1 bad vampire - Victoria n i think she will revenge for James..muz film it into movie lo...sure very nice...N there's a phrase tht Bella said tht left a deep impression in my mind, 4gt the exact phrase but it's sth lyk "I have never thot of hw i would die..but to die in the place of some1 i love i would have no regrets." Tht's the starting line of the movie n it also appears at the climax..quite meaningful i think..anw, ppl, muz go watch twilight!! It's nice!!!
N this is yesterday's moon i took at my area..it's nice when i see it w/ my naked eyes..it's also nice lyk tht but the "beautifullity" is reduced thru my camera phone..but juz want to share it w/ some1, any1 it can be..so here i put it..n this also meant tht today will be Spring tide =p Kk, ending le..cos i STILL haven do tsk's e-journal which i've repeatedly told myself tht i will do since fri..n i dun have time le cos 2mr early morning we will be setting off for our grad camp.. =) Nitez =D

| a simple day. 12/14/2008 05:17:00 PM
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Saturday, December 13, 2008

I dunno y but i think i juz now juz made a fren angry..i dunno isit me beiing sensitive? But i dun lk lyk i'm slping on the bus but my fren juz gt off w/o even saying bye to me n all the way back we were all very quiet..nt purposely 1 cos juz very tired..cos actually i very tired after coming back fr ikea le cos i cannt take cab for too long 1..will get headache..but i dunno y they also very quiet..i want to ask my fren if she is angry w/ me anot but i dun dare cos it's very weird for some1 to ask u "U angry w/ me ar?" Like..juz weird lo..i dunno y ppl ard me most of them become so weird..ask them anything they lyk dun wanna answer u lyk tht..if nt is give vague answers..or isit becos i've become weird myself? Isit me being too sensitive towards matters? I dunno..but juz very tired having to be happy n hyper every sec...i juz wanna be myself for 1 day..tht's enuff..juz 1 day..but i can nvr find tht day...anw, really, is juz i'm very tired so i kept quiet..dun be angry w/ me can?

Saw on a my fren's teacher blog..wad's a simple life? She gave ten examples of it..think they r quite nice..for me...i think LL noes wad kinda life i lyk..but she always say muz STUDY 1st..Marlene also say muz STUDY 1st then can earn more money at a shorter period of time then can go mountains hopping..tht's the practical way n nt juz bagpack then go up..haha..quite logical..but still i think i'm juz escaping fr reality..cannt really wait tht long..i juz wanna faster graduate then cn go live up there..."there can be miracles when u believe...." isn't it? =p Haha..dun care..sometimes is nt tht i dun wanna care abt my grades but juz tht i dun lyk the module i'm taking so i have no motivation to go on reading n memorising them..i still lyk nutrition science n cooking best..but i juz lyk to cook..i lyk to read theories on y cakes/muffins will turn out stiff..y cakes wun rise..wad temperature to cook fish..hw to cook nice nice eggs..but if u wanna test me onn the chemistry of it..sorry, i cannt mk it..haha..i juz lyk practical rather than theory stuff..blame it on my character ba..

Today is the last day of tests..was quite happy at the start of the day cos found a few buddies fr adc to join cycle singapore w/ me!!! N mushrm's frens though they r in a team..cos they want to win de ma..we r the leisure team..so anyhw anyhw slowly cycle to enjoy the route lo..dun wanna rush..N somemore maybe adc ppl gg YEP to cambodia nxt march.. =) Juz hope tht it doeesn't clash w/ Berkelah trip..*cross fingers* Some1 still ask me to go there pull wire.. -_-" But true lah..cos i no skills ma..so go there be cow n horse for them lo...=p Suppose to study for Analytical methods for fd science tht morning but end up talking n looking at webbies.. =p paiseh..but really no heart to learn machineries..haiz...Left a lot of blanks in Marlene's paper.. =( But after tht rush to IKEA Tp to "help out" at the chocolate wkshop for kids...but by the time i reach there they alr covering up their orange filling w/ milk chocolate le..haiz..luckily Ms Gan let me finish doing the last tray..i missed the melting n stirring of chocolate part..but nvm..i'm gonna do it again later..10am..cos gt another wkshop for adults.. =) So all i did was to mk shells of the chocolate 1st using a piping bag..then wait for it to dry..then fill the shell w/ dark chocolate orange filling..then cover up w/ milk chocolate again..muz leave in the fridge for 2 hrs for it to set..then can eat solid chocolate..Nice rite? I'm gonna try tht later..can't wait for it.. =)

Kk ending nw..cos haven do tsk's e-joournal..can't believe i'm doing it after exams... =( But nvm..juz do it lo..shouldn't be difficult rite? (Wrg)

| a simple day. 12/13/2008 02:59:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Today is only the 1st day of tests n i have no mood to study alr...nt really very confident abt S&Q..but at least i didn't hand in blank paper rite? =p Can pass can alr...x'mas is in the air..can smell it everywhere i go..fredding of wad x'mas presents to buy for frens...haiz..i want special special 1..memorable 1..but really very hard..i must be stupid + crazi to think of such things nw but juz can't help it..hehex...then when i return to fd lab i saw LL, bertrand, junyuan, yu xuan, Steward Tan, Ms Gan they all decorating N609..cos 2mr gt pizza competition finals..so i "lend a hand" =p below are some of my "creative" art pieces...




LL n me inside the snowman's stomach..very dream-like rite? The snowman's drawn by Steward Tan but the arms, fingers n "horn" (actually i meant it to be a cap..but Ms Gan says it lks lyk horn.. -_-") are contributed by me =)
Starzzz drawn by me!!! Hehex..eyes n smilezz contributed by LL
My Santa gal..this 1 gt story 1..actually suppose to be snowman 1..but after drawing the 1st circle then the spray no more..maybe is i wasted too much on playing..=p then left a big circle there..So i modify into a gal..hehex..at 1st they cannt see hw it will become a gal..but after i add the eyes then can see le..cute rite? Had a hard time pasting the gloves cos the scotch tape nt sticky enuff..in the end i use muskin tape =) Enjoy =D

Coffee by the fireplace is nice for x'mas rite? =p
Ms Gan's "MERRY X'MAS" Nice handwriting sia... ^^


I dunno if i've said/written wrg things again..if i have de zui any1 pls tell me k..cos i really dunno..i juz write hw i feel..but if u dun lyk ur names being mention i wun mention..normally i will juz put initials..yup..blog is really a very powerful tool yet silent..it can hurt ppl unknowingly/knowingly, it can also be a way u show appreciate to a person n u paiseh to say it in front of them..it also causes misunderstanding a lot times cos words are written w/o expressions..so ppl wun noe whether u r saying it jokingly/seriously..but if u think it in a simple way, blog is juz a place where ppl get to show their true feelings..yup..juz suddenly feel lyk writing this cos i think i may have said/written sth wrg which i dunno wad..haiz..nvm..if dun lyk or disagree tell me honestly k? i will listen n explain if there's a need to..

Well..took a lot a lot of pics recently..also dug up a lot of old pics fr my old hp..nope..i didn't retrieve my hp..but luckily i gt transfer some of the memorable photos taken in the past..think should upload them nw in case there's no nxt time..scared of losing them again..here goes...
This is a view taken from a shelter @ 1 end of pasir ris park..some1 say watch sunrise there very nice 1..but i've yet to see it..
Climbasia's pet cat..so fuzzy wazzy..nice to cuddle..looks so homely rite? Wish i was it..haha..

This is taken at highlanders..wun say wad is highlanders..u guys find out urselves..nt anything illegal lah.. =p
Taken on pre-national day nite @ esplanade..toilet i think..haha..wn n me were both wearing the luminous loops..

A nice view taken fr labrador park during Urbann Challenge volunteering..my 1st time there..
Big blue vast sky @ Labrador...Wooooooooow....
A pic of fufu's doll he hung on his bag..bo liao so took a pic of it =p though it shows a "wad the..." face..it's still quite cute..=DA pic of the dragon teeth stone...muz tilt ur head to see..
Bz revamping our adc store room =)Kayak in our store room!!! Nice + cool rite? =pGrp photo after revamping our store room =) Neat n tidy..gt another guy also put in effort but left early..who isit? U see who nt inside lo..hehex.. Ans: -- ..- ... .... .-. -- / .-.. --- =)

Grp pics taken at somewhere in macritchie..
Min!!! I MISS UR HAIR!!! hehex =D

Still rmb we went to the old shaw house tht day after lunch and on the way we also pass a lot of places..like novena..min also led us to the wrg road..nt exactly wrg lah..the road is rite but juz tht we can't cycle on it cos...it's an....EXPRESSWAY!!! Hehex...tht day also raining quite heavily..we even carried our bikes across the overhead bridge in the rain cos it's a shortcut to tpy..in the end we have to stop at tpy..but also gd..it's a coffee stop..haha..nt to be racist..but chinese seems to like coffee n malays seems to like milk tea better =p tht's wad i notice everytime go out wif min he always drink milk tea n nvr coffee 1..then we parted at tpy..cycled all the way back to hougang..passed my pri sch n jc n...home...
This is the day rite after the bike ride..My 1st ever race..1/2 army marathon...still rmb i nvr slp the day b4..cos scared i cannt wake up in time..fred until 4am i finally slp..for 1hr only though..tht race was my pb i think..cos for the subsequent races i did quite badly timing wise but relax..57 mins plus fro 10km..will nvr 4gt tht day..tht's the 1st time i met chang x2's mummy too..she super cool sia..still can run so fast in spite of her age..somemore 21km..omg..she's really my model man..chang x2 also ran very fast..2 hrs 5 mins i think for 21km..wn n eddry ran quite well also but 4gt their timing le..they lost each other 1/2 way thru..elynn..erm...better nt say..hehex..but her determination really damn cool de lo..haha..tht's all i can say..pei fu until 5 body touch the floor..=p Some1 say want to take photos for us at somewhere lo..in the end still slping after our race ended.. -_-" But nvm..we still gt tk photos lah..but iss use timer on our hp 1s..the whole padang was super muddy lo..even more muddy than at stan chart tht day..n i was wearing my new asics tht day..so fr white n orange become brown n orange.. =( But nvm..it's worth it.. =) A mark for my 1st race..i had a hard time scrubbing them after tht though...

My 1st race n i was surprise at the end point still gt free drinks (100plus) n anderson's ice cream for us to eat..we ate all 3 flavours..n the i still think the coffee 1 is the nicest..the cups we accumulated on chang x2's hand was amazing..haha..can mk a tower le..We also "cope" a lot alot of 100 plus..i think gt more than 10 cans per person.. =p Eddry "cope" the most 100plus amg us..hehex 2 CARTONS + somemore in his bag!!! Nt surprising lah..haha..we lyk every race also lyk tht..real run n stan chart we also "cope" alot alot of nature valley bars..women's run gt bananas..didn't "cope" cos i dun really lyk banana alot lah..i think only salomon nth to "cope"..char even didn't get to redeem her lucky draw cos she's in the toilet..
My toes after the race..dunno isit my shoes too small..but cannt be lah..cos i ran 3 times in sch before this event also use this shoes also nvr lyk tht..but dunno y this time lyk tht..total 5 toe nails drop out -> 3 on the rite, 2 on the left..euuuuuuu...they grow back alr..but my big toe nail drop again after 1/2 island hike until 2day haven grow back..think wun grow back le lo.. =(


Start point of KPE run..me n qy's 2nd run..(QY's 1st run was nike run which i was too late in registering for it =( Haiz...sad..) We were late for tht run..i think for almost an hour...cos the shutter bus fr kovan bus interchange was very slow..the interval too little but the ppl a lot..the queue starts at the bus interchange n we started queuing at the kovan mrt entrance!!! Can u imagine tht? Then when we reached, we redeemed the lanterns powered by batteries..run a bit at 1st then my stomachache comes again..i dunno y every race i will get stomachache 1..n is nt the want-to-go-toilet tht type..is really pain lo..but anyway we alr late le so we juz walked all the way..take pics w/ road marshalls..then gt chase by a few rd marshalls cos they alr cut off alr..but we still want to see the end of the tunnel so we cross over the other side n continue walking while ppl r running in the opp direction of us..haha..then a lot of rd marshalls also very surprise hw come we walk tht way then i juz tell them we looking for our "fren" =D Cheeky rite? Dun care..haha..we even heard ambulance sound..nt until at nite when some1 told me tht gt ppl hospitalise during the race then i noe it's tht serious..then when we reach the last few runners (we thot) we gt caught by an oncoming van coming to fetch the rd marshalls back to start point 1..they sent us back n drop us at about 2km before the finishing point to let us run finish..haha..lame sia..
Finish point...
QY n me w/ the cute performers..
WN n me w/ the road marshalls..

After tht went to escape theme park w/ QY n her frens cos they gt free entrance to it..thanx a million QY!!! If nt i guess i wun have the chance to go to escape le...tht's my 1st time there n so many thrilling things to play w/...the deepest impression i have of was the invertor..omg..we were totally hung upside down...w/ heads hanging downwards..then we went to sit the pirate ship..omg..we were lyk shouting to each other fr 1 end to another..haha..sat tht twice..we also took the boat ride which took us up 5m 1st then brg us down then 15m n SPLASH....we were wet..nt totally lah..but quite..after tht we took the flying saucer which QY say is a "drying machine" cos we need to lie flat on our stomach then lyk superman lyk tht..the machine brought us up into the air in circles...haha..wee..so fun..had a fun day tht day...but after all tht was terrible..cos i brought the wrg key out of hse..so cannt return home.. =( Sat at the playgrd then see some kids playing w/ candles..then thot of the days me n aeng also went to srg central to play candles...also played fireworks w/ huifen they all..cos tht time we all live near each other so very ez to meet up n play outside..we also gt go pasar malam tgt lo..then psle tht time still lie to our parents gt "study" grp which in reality is a "play"grp..haha..we played basketball most of the time..if not will be joking ard..learning jap fr tanying..playing silly silly fortune telling games..so carefree...we also gt a cat call sam at the playgrd near nurul's hse..n we used to buy fd to feed him..haiz..miss the old days..nw most of us had change..some change in character but thee friendship is still there..others change in feelings also..no longer can chat long long over phone..even if meet up also weird weird 1 cos kp talking abt their uni life..i still think cannt blame the different paths we take..if we are fated to be frens 4eva, no matter where we go the heart still beats as 1 (like nurul n aeng =) ) Some1 told me there is no 4eva frens, no true frens..but these r my 4eva frens..cos we have being frens 4 a long long time le..10 yrs le..but we still care for each other..though we rarely meet up..so i believe..is nt dun have..is u haven meet 1 only..i help u find 1 ok? Then u believe me ok? =)

Kk...gotta end here to continue mugging for the test 2mr...will post somemore photos during adc's trek n kayaking exp when gt time..dunno when will tht be..=p

| a simple day. 12/09/2008 11:20:00 PM
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